My life changed when one of my friends introduced me to the world of camming at https:sex.cam and chaturbate.com. I had heard a lot about porn stars but recently the market for porn stars have reduced, as many others are uploading free videos! Anyways, my friend told me that being a horny girl I can earn a lot while enjoying sexual life online!

Me, my life and my sexual desire

I am a model who when walks on the ramp makes others feel lust to touch me. I was making good but it needs efforts. I loved it that way but I am horny too, looking at handsome men made me feel sexually aroused and my friend knew this well. She introduced me to Live jasmine and the rest became history.

After I opened an account there I started getting patrons but at the beginning there were few. I use to sit in front of the camera and chat with them, live! Showing by tits and my boobs excited them and me too! I knew I had got to the right place where I can make enough and at the same time fulfill my sexual desire. I joined sex.cam too! I was falling in love with sex cam as it gave my enough money and also fun that made my life!

Online sex, something different but exciting

Sex was not something new to me; I already had done it earlier many times and have pleased others. Live sex was a different experience. I was online and in the private chat room there was another guy. He asked me to get naked…it was an experience, I could listen to his breathe becoming faster as I slowing opened my bikini top first and then gradually started teasing my panties but I couldn’t touch him, neither could he!

It was my first time experience and I was stunned with the difference that I was having from real life fucking and online fucking. I started masturbating and I knew he too was doing the same. Finally we both reached orgasm and it was fun, but it was not over. There were more patrons waiting for me and I had to chat with them too. You know its fun and at the same time I could make money! Being the first day, I closed my account then and waited to take some rest. It was a sheer different experience that I always have till date while fucking a guy physically. There was no touching, only our words and breathing was doing the magic, I knew what I needed to master now to be famous in the world of sex cam.

Managing online life with a smile on face

As days passed by I become expert in camming. Sometimes I spend hours in front of camera chatting with horny guys and sometimes it was private chat room where we did online sex, enjoyed each other’s sexual company. I had learned about all type of fetishes so that I understood what my client wanted from me. I even used sex toys with the help of which it was easy to get orgasm. I had learned how to dress myself, how to do makeup to look attractive and sexy. For me every day was a lesson that taught me a lot about talking with clients in general and when someone wanted something more from me.

I was having fun in all this but gradually I understood that camming was not much different from what other sex workers do. My clients spend hours with me, they sometimes shared their feelings, sometimes I was a therapist who was helping somebody come out of any problem and other times I was perfectly their girlfriend, teasing them and bringing out their best from them.

All this was my professional life, but I too had a personal life. My personal life was nothing different from any other girl. I had a family, though they were not living in the same city. I had friends, I spend time with them and just like any other person I had my life that was not ‘online,’ it was very much real. However, what I always needed to make sure is that my personal life never affects my professional life.

There were so many time I had problems, I couldn’t stop myself from worrying as my loved one had misunderstood me or was ill, the situations were different, different times. At first I was never able to face my sex cam during such professional moments, but gradually I learned that too. I knew that I have to put on smile while my heart was crying. There were days when I have comforted my client for any mishap in his business while I was going through a hell.

Any problem that was from my personal life was kept apart that moment when I faced the camera and said hi or chi to my clients. I knew my seducing smile can do magic and I have to do that.

My family and friends about my job

I knew that my family will never approve of this what I was doing, I believe very few families will. Still as they lived in another city it was not a problem for me to continue. I had to keep something in my mind that even though I didn’t wanted my family to know about it some or other day they may come to know as my client base was increasing day by day.

The hardest part that was tough for me to accept is that even my friends spend time with me online, but they do not prefer sharing that with me! I know that many even masturbate while watching me online, playing with them but they do not tell me about it.

I have realized that this is life and I need to face the way it comes to me. Everything cannot be in the way I want, things will change so I must be prepared to face the change. This is life and I am enjoying what I am doing!